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He strides into the emergency room and she's in those hospital clothes and she's crying and it takes all his fucking strength not to run. She can hardly breathe, he holds her so close, places his hands on her face, dries her cheeks with the palm of his hand. She is too numb to stop the tears, dismiss the pain and her lips are split open, her breath haggard.
"Baby," he whines plaintively, big amber eyes searching hers for signs of life (hardly finds anything).
"How are you?" It takes all her strength to speak because her head is pounding and she can hardly live, hardly live right now.
"Terrified," he breathes, fingers entwined hard with hers. "I fucking love you and I want to know you. I want to know you a long time."
For hours they are trapped in tragedy and confusion, countless faces and emotionless eyes taking her vitals, asking her about her darkest secrets. Suicidal, they think when they see her red, swollen eyes, tear-stained skin, nervous fidgeting.
She's stuck there in the hospital bed with a band around her wrist with her name and a barcode, with hospital gowns that morph her body into a shapeless flow of battered cotton (maybe whoever wore them before was actually crazy). There's no way to get out, she has trapped herself, so she makes confessions to psychiatrists (she's lying, she must be suicidal), to social workers (don't trust them, they've fucked things up before) that make her man squeeze her hand and squirm and lose his words (fuck, how much he accepts her, cares for her, lets her go crazy).
"She slips real hard," he says.
But still, even through all this he lays in the hospital bed with her, lets her cry on his hand, hold onto him and the idea of him just to survive.
"And I was just thinking about how to tell you I love you," she tries to laugh, "And you go and say it first."
He laughs and makes a promise. "I'm not going anywhere."
It's dark and there are crazy people staring at her through the dark. She wraps the hospital gown tight around her, feels the plastic band on her wrist and the eyes of the nurses on her. But those big amber eyes, those big hands, forehead pressed against hers as they say farewell, and the final kiss make her chest pound and make the world seem nothing but the ground underneath their feet.
"This place is weird, I'll get you tomorrow. You don't belong here."
"Okay," she whispers weakly, unsure of her own perseverance.
"Hey," he implores, his sandalwood fingers curled in hers, soft lips pressed against her hand. "It'll be all right."
Weakly she waves as the nurse ushers him out; feels small and insignificant underneath the blanket draped over her shoulders.
"Baby," he whines plaintively, big amber eyes searching hers for signs of life (hardly finds anything).
"How are you?" It takes all her strength to speak because her head is pounding and she can hardly live, hardly live right now.
"Terrified," he breathes, fingers entwined hard with hers. "I fucking love you and I want to know you. I want to know you a long time."
For hours they are trapped in tragedy and confusion, countless faces and emotionless eyes taking her vitals, asking her about her darkest secrets. Suicidal, they think when they see her red, swollen eyes, tear-stained skin, nervous fidgeting.
She's stuck there in the hospital bed with a band around her wrist with her name and a barcode, with hospital gowns that morph her body into a shapeless flow of battered cotton (maybe whoever wore them before was actually crazy). There's no way to get out, she has trapped herself, so she makes confessions to psychiatrists (she's lying, she must be suicidal), to social workers (don't trust them, they've fucked things up before) that make her man squeeze her hand and squirm and lose his words (fuck, how much he accepts her, cares for her, lets her go crazy).
"She slips real hard," he says.
But still, even through all this he lays in the hospital bed with her, lets her cry on his hand, hold onto him and the idea of him just to survive.
"And I was just thinking about how to tell you I love you," she tries to laugh, "And you go and say it first."
He laughs and makes a promise. "I'm not going anywhere."
It's dark and there are crazy people staring at her through the dark. She wraps the hospital gown tight around her, feels the plastic band on her wrist and the eyes of the nurses on her. But those big amber eyes, those big hands, forehead pressed against hers as they say farewell, and the final kiss make her chest pound and make the world seem nothing but the ground underneath their feet.
"This place is weird, I'll get you tomorrow. You don't belong here."
"Okay," she whispers weakly, unsure of her own perseverance.
"Hey," he implores, his sandalwood fingers curled in hers, soft lips pressed against her hand. "It'll be all right."
Weakly she waves as the nurse ushers him out; feels small and insignificant underneath the blanket draped over her shoulders.
Literature
More than today
I find it quite reasonable
To aspire to more than reality
Everyday is a blank canvas
Why limit the fantastic?
I see you years from now
A glow with renewing confidence
In the fact that you are doing your best
And nothing is more satisfying
Than extending yourself
Different lessons time to time
Fresh air in your lungs
New eyes each sunset
A shade of depth is added
Moments engraved in your soul
Whether you remember it all
Or let the sand slip away
You are what you are
Now and continually
In years of decisions
So build yourself fine my friend
Your circumstances will change
Know that youre not measured
In gray skies or frigid ice
But in the form y
Literature
Eucalyptus.
i.
five bottles of light
rest on my window;
they are small,
coloured
ii.
there are stories and
stories
of sex, hidden in the
handbag;
black leather,
I could never tell
iii.
a list of ten, more
reasons to
love you;
a justification
iv.
more humid than rain;
my whole is saturated,
tired
v.
monday was lust;
tuesday boredom;
wednesday digust; and
today, I am
apathetic.
Literature
13 Today
Lots of times, I feel younger than who I really am.
Like sometimes, I'll feel one; where all I want to do is be alone somewhere and cry until I can't cry anymore.
Or I might feel seven; when something is explained to me, and explained again, but I just can't seem to comprehend and understand.
Lots of times, I feel ten. I think I know something, but then after I talk, I realize I don't know what I'm talking about and want to take it all back and hide.
But today, today I feel thirteen. I feel unlucky where the confusion of my life is just mixed up with the confusion of everyone else's.
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This made me cry. There are still tears in my eyes. I don't want to say much more because it wouldn't do anything justice. Just brilliant.